Spacey Jane – Is This What You Wanted (Guitar)

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Write this down on my headstone

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It wasn't what I hoped for

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I'm twenty four and I'm older

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I still got a world of doubt on my shoulder

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That's been eating me alive

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From the inside out

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What am I supposed to say?

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That I'm happy now?

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Walk the block in the morning

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Were the weekends always this boring?

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Fall asleep in the shower

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The water runs for an hour

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Sit alone at the table

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Check the fridge again maybe

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This is all that I hoped for

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But I was dumb when I left home

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Gotta restless head in the nighttime

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I haven't slept that well in a good while

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I'd take pills just to calm down

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But I don't need one more thing to depend on

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I've been sober for a week

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Pushing through the pain

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But it's all the same to me

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Hours into days

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Walk the block in the morning

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Were the weekends always this boring?

       A
Fall asleep in the shower

           E
The water runs for an hour

      A
Sit alone at the table

           E
Check the fridge again maybe

         A
This is all that I hoped for

           E
But I was dumb when I left home

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There is this plate on my chest

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It keeps my head down, shortens my breath

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It flattens my highs, fuels my regrets

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I'm scared it will hold me till I'm dead

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Walk the block in the morning

                   E
Were the weekends always this boring?

       A
Fall asleep in the shower

           E
The water runs for an hour

      A
Sit alone at the table

           E
Check the fridge again maybe

         A
This is all that I hoped for

           E
But I was dumb when I left home