NF – The Search (Guitar)

Dm      Gm  A
"Hey, Nate, how's life?"

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I don't know, it's alright

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I've been dealin' with some things like every human being

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And really didn't sleep much last night

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"I'm sorry," that's fine

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I just think I need a little me time

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I just think I need a little free time

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Little break from the shows and the bus rides, yeah

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Last year I had a breakdown

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Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud

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Had to see a therapist, then I found out

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Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house

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Yeah, I started thinkin' maybe I should move out

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You know, pack my cart, take a new route

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Clean up my yard, get the noose out

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Hang up my heart, let it air out

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I've been searchin'

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"What does that mean, Nate?" I've been learning

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Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin' my burdens

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Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect

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Lookin' at the view, like this concerns me

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Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous

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Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry

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And things might hurt me

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It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey

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It's worth it, though

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It's been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam

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Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code

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Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode

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Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone

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Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes

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I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it?

                Dm     Gm     A
Been makin' a whole lot of changes

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Wrote a song about that, you should play it

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I get scared when I walk on these stages

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I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah

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That's when I start to get anxious

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That's when my thoughts can be dangerous

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That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred

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Forget what I'm saying, and-

Dm    Gm        A
Oh, ain't that somethin'?

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Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'

Dm           Gm
Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'

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Got a taste of the fame, had to pump my stomach

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Throw it back up like I don't want it

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Wipe my face, clean off my vomit

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OCD, tryna push my buttons

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I said don't touch it, now y'all done it

           Dm               Gm
I can be critical, never typical

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Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal

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Intimate, but never political, pretty visual

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Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it, though

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You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable

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Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool

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Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic, it's beautiful

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Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos (Videos, videos)

            Dm      Gm
Yeah, the sales can rise

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Doesn't mean much though when your health declines

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See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside

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That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies

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Try to hold it underwater but it always survives

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Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise

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Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies

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You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am

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The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place

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And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way

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It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe

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Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?

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Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face

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Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great

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You'll never be great, not because you're not, but the hate

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Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith (Woo)

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I've been developin', take a look at the benefits

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Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate

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Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it

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Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence

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Pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative

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I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine

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Pretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get a grip

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Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah

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It's that time again

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Better grab your balloons and invite your friends

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Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in

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Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big

       Dm             Gm          A
On a road right now that I can't predict

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Tell me "Tone that down," but I can't resist

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Y'all know that sound, better raise your fist

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The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh