NF – Mansion (Guitar)
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[Chorus: Fleurie]
Am Insidious is blind inception F What's reality with all these questions? Dm F Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in G Slept in Am Broken legs, but I chase perfection F These walls are my blank expression Dm My mind is a home I'm trapped in F G And it's lonely inside this mansion
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[Verse 1: NF]
Am Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in lyrics F They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors Dm Written all over the floors, all over the chairs F G And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs Am That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release F And let out the version of NF you don't wanna see Dm I put holes in the walls with both of my fists till they bleed F G You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me Am Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't wanna be in F That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see it Dm And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't wanna see 'em F G But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em Am I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around F Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground Dm Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now F G Somehow, this memory, for some reason, just won't burn down Am You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes F Then took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried Dm Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind F G But I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside
[Chorus: Fleurie]
Am Insidious is blind inception F What's reality with all these questions? Dm F Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in G And slept in Am Broken legs, but I chase perfection F These walls are my blank expression Dm My mind is a home I'm trapped in F G And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion
[Verse 2: NF]
Am Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain F See, my problem is, I don't fix things, I just try to repaint Dm Cover 'em up, like it never happened, say, "I wish I could change" F G Are you confused? Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean Am This room's full of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller, it seems F The moment I walk into it's the same moment that I wanna leave Dm I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things F G But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep Am I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls F Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom Dm One of the first things I wrote was, "I wish I woulda called" F G But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song Am And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am F And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can Dm Shrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands F G Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans Am And I regret watchin' these trust issues eat me alive F And at the rate I'm goin', they'll probably still be there when I die Dm Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind F G The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time?
[Chorus: Fleurie]
Am Insidious is blind inception F What's reality with all these questions? Dm F Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in G And slept in Am Broken legs, but I chase perfection F These walls are my blank expression Dm My mind is a home I'm trapped in F G And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion
[Verse 3: NF]
Am So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years F I built a safe room and I don't let no one in there Dm 'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear F G And not come back, and I admit, I am emotionally scared Am To let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked F You might get other doors to open up, but this door's not Dm 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me F G And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me Am I'm barricaded inside, so stop watchin' F I'm not coming to the door, so stop knockin', stop knockin' Dm I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in F G I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience Am I know that shuttin' the world out ain't solvin' the problem F But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em Dm I built it because I thought that it was safer in there F G But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's livin' in here Am Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in F Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since Dm I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious, he never did F G He must have picked a room and got comfortable and settled in Am Now I'm in a position, it's either sit here and let 'em win F Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can Dm 'Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors F G Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore
[Outro: NF & Fleurie]
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It's lonely
Inside (inside), inside (inside)
It's lonely (it's lonely)
Oh, yeah, it's loney
Inside this mansion