NF – Happy (Guitar)

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Dear God, please hear me out

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I know it's been a couple years

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Since I've reached out and said hello

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I bet you're wondering why I keep

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Obsessing on and stressing all the little things

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When I should be living life and soaking up the memories

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I know I've been selfish, I have

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No excuse to give you, it's true

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Hanging by a thread's how I live

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I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable

             C
Living in my agony

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Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don't

             C
Care what anyone else thinks

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When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I

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Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask you

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To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

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The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine

        D
Who I'd be if I was happy

Em
Yeah, been this way so long

         C
It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed

          G
I got some issues that I won't address

          D
I got some baggage I ain't open yet

          Em
I got some demons I should put to rest

          C
I got some traumas that I can't forget

          G
I got some phone calls I've been avoiding

        D
Some family members I don't really connect with

              Em
Some things I said, I wish I woulda not let slip

         C
Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips

     G
Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet

         D
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes

            Em
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul

        C
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold

  G
Losing hope, heading down a dangerous road

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Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm—

             C
Living in my agony

            G                    D                           Em
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don't

             C
Care what anyone else thinks

            G                          D                         Em
When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I

                  C                            G
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask you

                  D                                    Em
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

                    C                              G
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine

        D                 Em
Who I'd be if I was happy

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Don't know what's around the bend

D                        Em
Don't know what my future is

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But I can't keep on living in—

             C
Living in my agony

            G                    D                           Em
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don't

             C
Care what anyone else thinks

            G                          D                         Em
When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I

                  C                            G
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask you

                  D                                    Em
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

                    C                              G
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine

        D
Who I'd be if I was happy

Em C G D
Ooh  ooh if I was happy

Em C G D
Ooh  ooh If I was happy