NF – Fear (Guitar)

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Chords

[Intro]
Em              Am     G
Hello darkness, my old friend (Hello)

Em             D     C
Knocking at my door again (*Knock knock knock*)

Em            Am      G
Begging me to come outside, I

Em             D     C
Let you back into my life

     Em             Am      G
Now, usually I'd be strong enough

   Em                 D        C
To lock the doors and keep 'em shut

    Em             D    C
But not today, I'm desperate (Desperate)

   Em           D       C
So go ahead and come on in

   Em           D       C
So go ahead and come on in

   Em           D       Em
So go ahead and come on in
[Verse]
Em
OCD is worse than ever, hands are bleeding
Maybe I should take the pills, don't
G
Know what's going on with me somedays
I actually think I might be schizo-
D
Phrenic, prolly not but even writing this is makin' me begin to spiral

  C
Oh God (Oh, oh, oh)

Em
Made a promisе to myself I wouldn't let the fеar back in but then I did though

G
Told the world that I was sick of running then went back to running, what a joke oh

D
Disappointed, yeah me too, I thought I finally had finally made a breakthrough

     C
Guess not

         Em
It's the same song and dance, you've all seen it before

         G
Darkness holds out his hand, then we walk to the floor

      D
Every decision made isn't mine anymore

       C
Like a puppet with strings, I just don't have a choice

           Em
What's the truth? What's a lie?
Help me God, help me Lord
          G
Face your fears, dry your eyes
Grandma died, what's the point?
         D
Lost the keys, lost my hope, lost my will, lost my joy

       C
Lost a friend, lost my home, lost my faith, lost my voice
[Interlude]
Em  G  D  C
            (Desperate)
[Chorus]
Em               G                D
Standing back watching my mansion burn to ash

      C Em
While I hold the gas can

G             D               C
Asking God if He started this fire

                 Em                       G
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted?

            D
Make all my hopes and my dreams come to life

                    C
Just to lay them to rest

                 Em                       G
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted?

          D                                                      C
Gave me a false sense of peace just to show me what peace really is

                 Em
Is this what you wanted?
[Bridge] On the verge, on the edge
                 G
Is this what you wanted?
Petrified, scared to death
                 D
Is this what you wanted?
Praying to God, desperate
                 C
Is this what you wanted?
What you wanted
                 Em
Is this what you wanted?
Hanging on by a thread
                 G
Is this what you wanted?
Empty heart, nothing left
                 D
Is this what you wanted?
Breaking down, spiraling
                 C
Is this what you wanted?
What You wanted?
                 Em
Is this what you wanted?
[Chorus]
                 G                D
Standing back watching my mansion burn to ash

      C Em
While I hold the gas can

G             D               C
Asking God if He started this fire
[Outro] Em G D C