Misc Originals – Alaina Wilkerson - Disappear (Ukulele)

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Do you often wonder why,

                 Cmaj7
Why you are even alive?

                   C7
Or maybe it's just my

          Cm
Fucked up mind

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And I can't get out of my bed

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With all these voices in my head

                       C7
Telling me I should be dead

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So why aren't I?

      Am
Cause sometimes things get a little bit sad

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And it makes me wish my mama hadn't met my dad

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So I wouldn't have to be here

       Am
And my only way to cope is just to cry

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Because everything about me makes me wanna fucking die

    Fm
And all I wanna do is just

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Disappear

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Will people cry when I am gone?

                       Cmaj7
Cause I just cannot go on

                 C7
So I put it in a song

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Cause I'm bad at using my words

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And I don't really wanna go

                       Cmaj7
But all these feelings overflow

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So all I really know

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Is that I don't wanna hurt

      Am
Cause lately things have been a little bit sad

       F
And it makes me wish my mama hadn't met my dad

   Fm                    C
So I wouldn't have to be here

       Am
And my only way to cope is just to cry

        F
Because everything about me makes me wanna fucking die

    Fm
And all I wanna do is just

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Disappear

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Do I really wanna die?

                          Cmaj7*
Or do I want some peace of mind?

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Lately I've been so terrified

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Cause the lines have been blurred

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Oh I think I wanna die

                           Cmaj7
Cause I can't get peace of mind

                   C7
Oh god I'm so terrified

                Cm*
I just wanna be heard

      Am*
Cause lately things have been really really sad

       F*
And it makes me wish my mama hadn't met my dad

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So I wouldn't have to be here

       Am*
And my only way to cope is just to cry

        F*
Because everything about me makes me wanna fucking die

    Fm*
And all I wanna do is just

          C*
Disappear