Misc Musicals – Adamandi - I Hate And I Love (Guitar)

Cm
Adamo, adamare

Gm
I love, to love, but more

   Abmaj7
To desire and infatuate

          Cm             Gm
Lose some part you can't restore

Cm
Amo, amare

Gm
I love, I feel obliged

Ab
Used for friends and for lovers

               G
So how can one decide?

      Eb
I can trap my heart in letters

       Ab
Latin, syriac or greek

          Eb
So you'll laugh at all my nonsense

        Ab             Bb
And the terror I can't speak

      Ab              Abm
I can turn to ancient poets

          Eb
But their guidance seems invented

   Ab               G
"I hate and I love; I can't say why

    Cm
But still I am tormented"

Cm
Ardescor, ardescere

     Eb
I am burnt, to bе inflamed

        Ab
To love someonе so intensely

             Gm        Gsus4   G
When they're gone your life is maimed

Cm
Uro, urere

  Eb
I burn, I rage, I'm vexed

  Ab
I hardly focus, waiting

        Bb
For the time I see you next

      Eb
So in libraries like churches

        Ab
Or the margins of a scroll

        Eb
I write nothing of importance

       Ab           Bb
Losing patience and control

   Ab
If I had leapt before the fall

      Eb
Could this have been prevented?

  Ab               G
I hate and I love, I can't explain

    Cm         Eb
But still I am tormented

  Ab
I tried to trap religion

           Eb
In ancient language and conjecture

  Fm     Db
I try to do the same to you

         Eb
Devotion deadens every lecture

Ab
Love is god and god is love

     Eb
It's all the fucking same

   Fm
No grace without forgiveness

   G
No forgiveness without shame

Ab
I just want to be with you

     Eb
Your hand in my hair

        Bbm
In some sunny room somewhere

   Cm
It doesn't matter where

           Ab
That's the worst thing about it

     Eb
Your unintentional theft

     Dm
If I lose my ambitions

         G
Is there anything left?

    G          G
Any part of me left?

   G
Anyone to love left?

Cm
Ego adamandi

G
Falling in love, apart

        Cm              Abm
I can't cut you without bleeding

          G7
But can't strike you from my heart

Cm
Ego adamandi

        G
Sharing one defiled grave

     Ab
I've become unrecognizable

   G
No selfhood left to save

   C5
No freedom for a creature

   C5
So dependent and demented

          C5
But still I am tormented