La Dispute – Andria (Ukulele)

Am              F            C                          Em
still cross my mind time to time. And I mostly smile.

Am        F                       C                     Em
Still so set on finding out where we went wrong and why

Am        F                     C               Em
So I retrace our every step with an unsure pen,

Am          F                       C
trying to figure out what my head thinks,

                          Em
but my head just ain't what it used to be.

        Am                                F
I remember you ascending all the stairs up to the balcony

                                                C       Em
to see if you could see me - hidden quietly away

           Am
And I remember the skin of your fingers,

         F                                                                  C    Em
The spot three quarters up I'd always touch when I was out of things to say.

  Am                            F
You held my hand, but you were too afraid to speak and I could never understand.

C
I remember when you leaned in quick to kiss me, and I swear,

Am         F                               C
  Remember how you smiled through the smoke

                        Em
in a crowded little coffeehouse and laughed at all my jokes.

Am                F
  I remember the way that you dressed and,

        C                           Em
how we wasted all the best of us in alcohol and sweat

        Am                                                                      F
And I remember when I knew that you'd be leaving, how I barely kept up breathing

                                                C                 Em
and I bet if I had to do it all again, I'd feel the same pain,

             Am
And I remember panicked circles in the terminal in tears.

                F                                       C       Em
How I wept to god in fits. I've hated airports ever since.

            Am                     F
Because I've been alone here, I've been alone here,

C                       Em                      Am
I've been afraid, my dear, I've been afraid, my dear.

                     F                       C
I've been at home here, I've been at home here.

                        Em                           Am
You've been away for years. You've been away for years.