Julien Baker – Happy To Be Here (Guitar)

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If I could do what I want

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I would become an electrician

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I'd climb inside my ears

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And I would rearrange the wires in my brain

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A different me would be inhabiting this body

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I'd have two cars, a garage, a job

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And I would go to church on Sunday

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A diagram of faulty circuitry

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Explains how I was made

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And now the engineer is listening

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As I voice all my complaints

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From an orchestra of shaking metal keeping me awake

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I was just wondering if there's any way that you made a mistake

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Because I miss you the way that I miss nicotine

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If it makes me feel better, how bad could it be?

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Well I heard there's a fix for everything

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Then why, then why, then why

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Then why not me?

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The 1st of April saw the sickening repair

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Wore my best shirt to the clinic decorated with a laminate name

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No one is laughing from an audience of folding plastic chairs

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And I'm not fooled when you tell me that you're glad I came

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Am I honest to admit or just a hypocrite?

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I know I should be being optimistic but I'm doubtful I can change

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Grit my teeth and try to act deserving

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When I know there is nowhere I can hide

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From your humiliating grace

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Because if you swear that it's true

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Then I have to believe

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What I hear evangelicals say on TV

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And if there's enough left after everyone else

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Then why, then why, then why

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Why noooot meeeee?