guardin – Ditch (Ukulele)

       Em
Fuck my life

       C
Fuck my health

          G                     D
You don't care so I'll go fuck myself

          Em
Fuck this job

          C
Fuck this car

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Every song that I write just co-exists with a scar

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And I've got paragraphs about the shit that I will never say

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'Cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fuckin' day

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Maybe the grass is green in other states where I choose to reside

            Em                C              G                D
Maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fuckin' eye

                  Em                 C                G            D
And maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if I'm alright

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'Cause I've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

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I will convince myself I'm dying but then act like I'm just fine

             Em            C                 G               D
My minds a scary fuckin' place and I can't fix it while I drive

             Em            C                G          D
But my car is Lucy in the sky with diamonds going 65

                  Em
And you're just a pothole

       C          G            D
Maybe Yoko Ono screaming by my side

             Em                 C                     G          D
Is this the end of things, I'm strumming strings just trying to decide

              Em             C                   G              D
'Cause I am afraid of me, so save me please, I beg you just to try

                 Em              C                  G
I'm losing my purpose, life's a circus, they said "Please enjoy the

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ride"

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My seatbelt is broken, eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

                Em                 C              G       D
If I escape the wreck, I'll disconnect from everyone online

               Em                  C                 G              D
I'll pack my belongings, I've been longing for this moment my whole life

           Em                  C              G           D
I'll disappear for months, no mentions of my status or a clue

                    Em                  C           G            D
I'm fine, don't you worry, there's no hurry to return to what I knew

               Em              C            G          D
It's hard to calculate these conversations if I'm being truthful

          Em             C             G            D
I wanna congregate all that relate to everything I spew

                Em               C                 G                   D
In midst of my disconnect, I'll stay in check, and keep in touch with few

               Em              C                G                   D
As long as I'm open, I'm just hoping that it's something I'll get through

             Em
'Cause I'm a fucking wreck

      C
Oh, what the heck?

     G          D
Why do I even try?

              Em
I lie in the grass

             C
High off my ass

                 G                D
And watch the clouds just pass on by

               Em
If life has a purpose

      C
I am nervous

      G            D
To unravel what is mine

                    Em
I'll trip and I'll travel

          C
Down the rabbit hole

     G             D
And ditch my bags inside