Ethel Cain – A Portrait Of My Love On Her Knees (Guitar)

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Here i am in california wondering if you're still alive

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Thought i had escaped the pain

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That brought the rain and made me drive

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Past your house at night alone, i reeked to death of alcohol

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Barbital is washing out my brain

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I fucked up and god i know it

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But can you at least let me try

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I feel so embarrassed even caring if you live or die

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Crying on the back porch while you looked away and told me

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We'll make it work or won't make it all

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hey.

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it's me. 

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i've been thinking about you. 

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i hope you're alright. 

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i miss you, i do. 

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i wish you were here. 

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but i understand. 

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take care of yourself, ok?

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You need time, i know, but jesus, is this all you think of me

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A portrait of my love in all white and on her knees

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I'll go back to california, bleeding but i still survived

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Maybe you were never mine at all