Crywank – Thinking About A Potentially Awkward Interaction With An Old Friend (Guitar)

F/A  C  Am  Dm/A
Dm/7

F/A          C                    Am
I don’t know when I will see you again,

                Dm/A                         F/A
Don’t know what it is now, or if we’re still friends,

                   C                        Am
And I’m sure if we did we’d have so much to say,

                   Dm/A                     F/A
But we’d both be polite and then just walk away.

                           C
Because I know we wouldn’t like it,

Am                             Dm/A                           F/A
The pair of us reminded by the other of the worst that we can be,

                         C
Your growth and shifting mindsets,

  Am                     Dm/A             F/A
Undone by seeing someone somehow immediately.

       C                       Am
Loving scenes played out in my head,

                        Dm/A                                  F/A
All the things that you taught me and all the things that you said,

                     C                             Am
So to be honest I’ve missed you but I’ve pushed it away,

                             Dm/A                             F/A
Because the hurt that you’ve caused me sticks with me to this day.

              C
Well Memories sure,

                        Am
They’re precious that’s true,

                    Dm/A
But I don’t want to make,

                  F/A
Any new ones with you,

                       C
And I’m sure that it’s mutual,

Am                           Dm/A        F/A
To see you as I am now would just be unusual,

                         C
It would be nice to underline it,

             Am                          Dm/A
I know we’re both doing fine without the other in our life.

    F/A                  C
And I would rather be lethargic than nostalgic,

      Am                                  Dm/A                        F/A
For a time when I liked myself less, that sadly you have come to represent,

                         C
I don’t think my brain deserves it,

     Am                                Dm/A                         F/A
To relive what I have left behind, and seeing you conjures most the time.

     F/A                 C                           Am
Like fits of rage in the shower, getting drunk every hour,

                      Dm/A                          F/A
Becoming perfectly content with being someone you resent,

                               C
And all the ways we felt we've never talked about,

        Am                                    Dm/A                             F/A
We just whispered all amongst our friends and now we're also losing touch with them.

             C                   Am
I don’t know when, I’ll see you again,

               Dm/A               F/A
I know I don’t want to, childhood friend,

                         C                      Am
I give your actions more power, it’s unfair but true,

               Dm/A                          F/A  C
I’d just walk away, I like the distance from you,

     Am                           Dm/A                      F/A  C  Am  Dm/A
Yes, time away has taught me that I like this distance from you.