Crywank – Deep Down Im Really Mark Smith (Guitar)
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[Intro]
F#m A Some lines, oh, why did I write D F#m I have to repeat them night after night F#m A Some lines, oh, why did I write D F#m I have to repeat them night after night
[Verse 1]
F#m A Yes you can tell me I control my life D F#m But I feel humbled and I feel obliged F#m A I miss not caring if what I make is good D F#m And I miss the unproductive bullshit I love F#m A And I miss my friends even more D F#m Because I'm scared we aren't friends anymore
[Bridge]
F#m A G Congrats to me for coming so far F#m A D Me rushing round Britain with a guitar F#m A G Making love to myself F#m A D How could I call it anything else? F#m A G I ruminate on the cognitive space F#m A D Where all contemplation is going to waste F#m A G Revolve through a cycle, a figure of eight F#m A D I think about thinking about me F#m A G I know I am trying too hard F#m A D Always publicly trying too hard F#m A G I want to be cool and effortless F#m A D But every little thing is so much effort F#m A G I wonder what you think F#m A The royal you F#m A The chosen few F#m A D I wonder how I cause these stinks F#m A G To act natural is to be vulnerable
[Verse 2]
F#m And so what's the real goal? F#m Is it just to be worshipped? A As a way to like myself A Well I won't think I deserve it D What I posit as a cure D It becomes evidence thereof F#m Of my fakery and flaws F#m And as the layers are torn off A And I return to my own space A With time alone inside my head D I'm still faced with who I am D And all I keep unsaid
[Chorus 1]
F#m So, what are you gonna do F#m What are you trying to do D What are your goals A Are you goal oriented? F#m What are you gonna do F#m What are you trying to do D What are your goals A Are you goal oriented?
[Verse 3]
F#m So what's the real goal F#m With any influence comes cowardess D The power projected on me A In the end makes me feel powerless F#m I'm paranoid, and yet perpetually interacting D A With realms to build persona despite how it's impacting F#m My ego and my friendships and my mental health D A I hope I can transcend, but it's my whole sense of self F#m A So what the real goal, is it to touch people with experiences D Which I've weaved into fiction F#m A To share my thoughts and beliefs D Of which I hold no real conviction F#m A D Become constructive contradiction so that you can learn from me F#m A D From the safety of these pedestals I built from fallacies
[Chorus 2]
F#m I know I'm the fickle fucker A D I know I am the selfish lover F#m I know I am sad and undeserving A D I know am privileged and I am also hurting F#m I know I'm the fickle fucker A D I know I am the selfish lover F#m I know I am sad and undeserving A D I know am privileged and I am also hurting F#m I keep being told the importance of self love A D Some days I think I don't hate myself enough F#m I keep being told the importance of self love A D Some days I think I don't hate myself enough F#m I keep being told the importance of self love A D Some days I think I don't hate myself enough F#m I keep being told the importance of self love A D Some days I think I don't hate myself enough
[Outro]
F#m A And if you relate does that make you bad? F#m D And for making you relate does that make me bad? F#m A And do I glorify what it is to be sad? F#m D Should you just turn off?