Citizen Soldier – Im Not Okay (Guitar)

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[Verse 1]
            Am
Tonight the monsters in my head

              G        F
Are screaming so damn loud

            Am
But I built walls so high

        C                 F
So they never even make a sound
[Pre-Chorus 1]
       Am
It's a mask, it's a lie

         G                   F
It's the only home I've ever known

            Dm
Cause being who I really am

         F
Has only left me more alone
[Chorus]
Am   F    C
I am not okay

      F           C
And I need you to see it

Am        F       C
I have so much to say

    F         C
And no one to hear it

Dm                Fm
The reason I keep quiet

                 F
With so much at stake

Dm                   Fm
I always feel like a burden

               F
Let it silence me

Dm                 Fm
You'll never understand

                   F
Why its so hard to say

         Am
I'm not okay
[Verse 2]
               Am                        G
I wish I had a scar, had a bruise on the surface

            F
Any kind of proof

          Am                        C             F
That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse

            Am
My life's invisible abuse

           G                 Fm
I'm either judged or have to hide

          Dm
The only symptom you can see

           F
Is I don't wanna be alive
[Chorus]
Am   F   C
I am not okay

      F           C
And I need you to see it

Am        F       C
I have so much to say

    F         C
And no one to hear it

Dm                Fm
The reason I keep quiet

                 F
With so much at stake

Dm                   Fm
I always feel like a burden

               F
Let it silence me
Dn Fm You'll never understand
                   F
Why its so hard to say
[Pre-Chorus 2]
           G
I'll never have the words

  Am                 F
I can't explain this hell

               G
But what if it kills me

     Am         C
If I keep it to myself

    F
To myself
[Chorus]
Am   F   C
I am not okay

      F           C
And I need you to see it

Am        F       C
I have so much to say

    F         C        Dm
And no one to hear it

         C
I'm not okay

         F
I'm not okay

          C
I'm never safe

           Dm
It's not a phase

     Am      C
If I finally break

                F
Would you still stay
[Outro]
            Am
Tonight the monsters in my head

              C       F
Are screaming so damn loud