Chelsea Cutler – I Dont Feel Alive (Guitar)

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 Skin and bones,    stomach aches

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 Lucid dreams, hold my breath when I'm wide awake

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 Connecticut,     dissociate

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 Maybe I should buy a house in a town upstate

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If I could, I'd wake myself up when I am somebody that I'm proud of

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 I'm getting undressed for my lover

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And praying she don't hate all my skin like I do

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 I'm reading books and drinking coffee

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Stepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom

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The water goes downhill, and still

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I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly

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And I don't feel alive

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No, I don't feel alive

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 Telehealth, TV episodes

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 Swallow seeds, but the fruit never seems to grow

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 Validatе,   what I know

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 What I believe in and еverywhere I wanna go

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If I could, I'd wake myself up when I am somebody that I'm proud of

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 I’m paying three different psychologists

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Trying to remember who I told what story to

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 I’m writing feelings in a journal

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Cuz' that’s what people who have their shit together seem to do

                    E              B/D#
The water goes downhill, and still

    C#m                             A
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly

                   E     B/D#   C#m
And I don't feel alive

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No, I don't feel alive

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I keep coming  up for air and ending up with water in my

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I keep coming  up for air and ending up with water in my lungs

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 I’m learning how to set my boundaries

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How to have compassion for myself and for my mind

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 I’m turning off my fucking cell phone

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And trying to have honest conversations in real life

                    E              B/D#
The water goes downhill, and still

    C#m                             A
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly

                   E     B/D#   C#m
And I don't feel alive

                   A
No, I don't feel alive

E        B/D#  C#m            A
I keep coming  up for air and ending up with water in my

E        B/D#  C#m            A
I keep coming  up for air and ending up with water in my

E        B/D#  C#m            A
I keep coming  up for air and ending up with water in my

E        B/D#  C#m            A
I keep coming  up for air and ending up with water in my lungs