Blue October – I Laugh At Myself (Guitar)

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This is the part where I laugh at myself

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And the world for thinking that things could actually change

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Just like the old me you knew once before

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Who almost destroyed and lost everything to this same damn thing

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I'm once again in my head, I'm way over my head

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And I can't seem to find a place to put all this pain

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My hope is a fraud and I can't talk to God

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I believed in the good of the world and now I'm just ashamed

B
I want to drink 'cause I'm mad and I'm angry

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But I swore I promised my wife that I wouldn't drink again

B
There were so many chances I had that I wasted

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As time went on by that were never to be seen again

B
And I never felt bad or guilty about moving on with my life

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But I could never move on from you in the end

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So I fight for love, come on break my heart