Badflower – Family (Guitar)

D#m
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue

A#m                      D#m
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one

D#m
Fake friends with a camera phone

A#m                    D#m
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home

B
This home of mine

               D#m
I see it in my dreams

                   C#
Where everyone looks happy

                   D#m
And everyone still likes me

             B
This home of mine

                  D#m
I miss it all the time

                      C#
What happened to this family?

                      D#m
What happened to this family?

D#m
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards

G#m                     D#m
Being thoughtful can be so hard

D#m
First fifteen years, I'm the favorite son

G#m                         D#m
Last fifteen years, I'm thе hated one

D#m           B
This heart of minе

                     D#m
Gets blacker all the time

                   C#
Affection makes me nauseous

                    D#m
Believe me, I don't want this

                B
I hurt my blood tonight

                  D#m
I made my sisters cry

                C#
I never say, "I love you"

              D#m
Even though I want to

                     B
I'm just my father's son

            D#m
My mother's kid

         C#
A shitty brother

             D#m
I'm nobody's friend

               B
This is all my fault

                D#m
I only make you cry

                     C#
I don't deserve this family

                   D#m
(You're better off without me)

                 B
'Cause I let you down

                      D#m
And I lost my fucking mind

                    C#
Then everything got messy

                 G#m
And everyone got angry

                  B
I cursed my blood tonight

                   D#m
It happens all the time

               A#m
Is everyone against me?

                D#m
Has everyone goddamned me?

                      G#m      D#m
What happened to this family?

                      C#       D#m
What happened to this family?

                      B        D#m
What happened to this family?

                      C#       D#m
What happened to this family?

D#m
Don't hate me

D#m
Don't hate me

A#m          D#m
Don't let me drown

       B
I hate goodbyes

                    D#m
So cringey, I could die

                C#
We only say, "I love you"

                            D#m
'Cause that's what we're supposed to

                  B
And most families lie

                     D#m
But I meant it every time

                           C#
Then treat you like you're worthless