Alec Benjamin – Stan (Guitar)

Capo 2
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[Chorus]
Em            C
My tea's gone cold

              D         G      D      Em
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

            C                     D
The morning rain cloud touched my window

    G       D      Em
And I can't see at all

         C                   D
And even if I could it would all be gray

           G       D     Em
I put your picture on my wall

        C               D                G      D     Em
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[Verse 1]
Em                      C                          D
Dear Slim, I wrote you, but you still ain't callin'

                                G                     D  Em
I left my cell, my pager and my home phone at the bottom

                           C                               D
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not've got 'em

                                    G              D
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'

Em                                 C                     D
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em

                                  G                   D         Em
But anyways, fuck it, what's been up, man? How's your daughter?

                                              C
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father

            D                                   C
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?

                    Em
I'ma name her Bonnie

                        C
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry

  D                               G                    D         Em
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him

                                        C                         D
I know you probably hear this every day, but I'm your biggest fan

                     G                   D             Em
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam

                          C                              D
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man

                             G                D             Em
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was phat

                    C
Anyways, I hope you get this, man, hit me back

D                                C
Just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan
[Chorus]
Em            C
My tea's gone cold

              D         G      D           Em
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

            C                     D
The morning rain cloud touched my window

    G       D       Em
And I can't see at all

         C                   D
And even if I could it would all be gray

           G       D     Em
I put your picture on my wall

       C                D                G      D   Em
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[Verse 2]
     Em                              C
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, hope you have a chance

D                              G                    D            Em
I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans

                              C
If you don't wanna to talk to me outside your concert

           D
You didn't have to

                         G             D
But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew

         Em                              C
That's my little brother, man, he's only six years old

                 D
We waited in the blisterin' cold

             G                   D                Em
For you, for four hours, and you just said, "No"

                                  C
That's pretty shitty, man, you're like his fuckin' idol

   D                                   C              D          Em
He wants to be just like you, man, he likes you more than I do

                         C
I ain't that mad, though I just don't like being lied to

     D                          G
Remember when we met in Denver?

                D                          Em
You said if I'd write you, you would write back

              C                                  D
See, I'm just like you in a way: I never knew my father neither

                  G           D                Em
He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her

                            C
I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs

          D                          G                D
So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on

               Em
‘Cause I don't really got shit else

             C
So that shit helps when I'm depressed

D                           C
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest

Em                             C
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds

          D                              G               D
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me

        Em                             C
See, everything you say is real, and I respect you ‘cause you tell it

       D                            G                 D
My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7

               Em                          C
But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does

          D                                        G           D
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up

          Em
You gotta call me, man

                     C                              D
I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose, sincerely yours, Stan

      C
P.S.: We should be together too
[Chorus]
Em            C
My tea's gone cold

              D         G      D         Em
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all

            C                     D
The morning rain cloud touched my window

    G       D      Em
And I can't see at all

          C                   D
And even if I could it would all be gray

           G       D     Em
I put your picture on my wall

        C                D               C
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
[Outro]
         Em                     C
And the story isn't over, but I have to tell the truth

          D                           G                D
I know I couldn't do it justice, only one who could is you

          Em                         C
Because I idolized you Marshall, and nobody understands

      D                         G                    N.C.
Maybe I'm a little crazy, maybe I am just like Stan, damn